Graaaaad.

Grad week...

Can I focus?

Mm nope! 

I got the giggles constantly and all I want to do is party party party before the reality of Diplomas and work kick in.

Meet Saaaam.

Meet Samuel. 

• He buys my dad twinkles and coke (they both agreed it's the breakfast for champions)
• He hangs out with my brothers even when I'm not home
• He dances with my sister when he knows she's having a rough day
• My dog doesn't bark at him (this is crazy)
• He talks to my mom like she's one of his good friends 
• He sits through hours of 90210 with me acting like he's interested in what's going on
• He buys me Dave's 
• He has his belongings in every one of the rooms in the house because he's super forgetful
• Sometimes he'll be so excited to tell me something that he'll start speaking super fast in French and forget that I don't understand him nor the language. 
• Sometimes we'll try and make a meal together but it ends up taking longer than it should because he'll spontaneously start singing and dancing and insist I join him. 
• He's the type of guy that kisses my forehead and calls me beautiful instead of hot 
• When playing rock paper scissors he'll ALWAYS choose rock. ALWAYS.
• He let's me sing out loud no matter how terrible I sound 
• He'll sit outside on my front step with me because there's nothing to do and won't say he's bored once
• He calls me beautiful when I'm in a big shirt and sweats (which is pretty much always)
• He'll give me his hoodie even if he's freezing and not make me feel guilty about it
• He let's me call him Samuel even though he HATES it 

He's my grad date

My best friend

and sometimes if I haven't done something too stupid or idiotic he calls himself my boyfriend

But either way he's good to me...so good. 

Dancing in the kitchen

Us attempting to be cute...too bad we kept laughing uncontrollably 

Spontaneous

Discuss a spontaneous moment in your life that that turned out to be fantastic.

This happened about a year ago.

I was driving to work and I got a call on my cell.

I answered it and heard Mr.Janisko's (my Bio teacher) voice on the other line and he practically yelled

"Get to the High School now!!! It's important!" 

Completely confused as to how he got my number and what he needed I rushed to the school and before I could get into the building he asked me if I wanted to go to Arizona and put me in charge of recruiting people.

Before I even asked the cost and what we would be doing I said 

"I'LL BE THERE!" 

I mean how could I say no to an adventure? 

& well the rest is history.

It had to be one of the most amazing experiences. 

Impact

Someone you met randomly that's made an impact on your life.

I won't mention any names for the purpose of this person not making a very good impact on my life but one that I needed. 

This person is a boy.
A boy I didn't plan on meeting, and once I did I didn't think I'd ever see or here from him again.
But it's a given, I did. 

This boy I admit I had feelings for at one point.

This boy wasn't exactly someone one should look up to but I always had the thought "he'll change"

He treated me badly, he was rude, he messed with my mind and made me really not like myself.

Luckily, I snapped out of it and realized that though I've made mistakes in my life I do deserve better, a whole lot better! 

Every girl does.

This boy made me appreciate some of the guys in my life a little bit more.  

Those guys that respect and treat woman the way they should be treated.

This guy made me realize that my best friend, a guy who has been there for me all along was someone I needed in my life because he's a great example to me.

That leads me into talking about a positive impact.

There are so many people in my life that has put a positive impact on my life and the list can go on but with this topic I wanna talk about my best friend, also known as my boyfriend...Sam Arrieus

I've only been dating him for a week and it still seems odd to call him that but I'm getting use to it. The only reason it seems weird is because we've been friends for so long and I really didn't think it would ever happen. 

Anyways! 

It's clear to some more than others that I've dated A LOT of jerks in my life. 
I've never blogged about my past relationships because well...they just weren't worth talking about. That might have been rude to say but hey...y'all don't know the history. 

Some were jerks right off the bat some I later figured out were jerks due to my blindness and stupidity.

So I guess you could say I have had some major trust issues. 

  One day a friend of mine talked to me and told me that every girl, especially me, deserve the best...every girl deserves to experience a good relationship.

Though I didn't feel that way I had to trust her. 

She continued to tell me that I need to experience a good relationship so I can stop hating on the men. 

So I'm not saying that I found the "one" I'm saying that though we've only been dating a week Sam has shown me how a girl should be treated and I'm very grateful for that. I look up to him because he lives the gospel and strives to do the best he can and that makes me respect him so much. So as my best friend and boyfriend in any future relationships he'll definitely be the guy I compare every guy too. 

Cause yes, he's that good to me. 

I feel like none of this made sense but hey! Oh well. 

I know what I'm talking about and after all...

this is my blog ;) 

Excitement & Joy!

Things that excite me and gives me joy.

Graduating (surprise surprise) 

Avengers 

My grad dress

Starting work in Waterton

Samuel 

Hedley (yup 3 months later and they still excite me)

Sunshine!

Green grass!

Slurpies

The fact that the first month of Carter being gone actually flew by 

Tennis 

My neighbours horses that come visit me when I go into my backyard

Peach penguins

Balance

Day 05: Something in life that gives you balance.

Well Mother's day is around the corner so this is a great time to mention that woman who gave birth to me.

She's not just any woman, she honestly feels like an older sister to me. 

She gives me balance.

When I feel like my life is not making sense and I can't keep my mind straight I usually just let everything out to her and she'll be my brain and help me organize my thoughts. 

Routine

Day 04: Something that is part of your routine that you enjoy.
My brain may be absent at school but there is no denying that school is part of my routine in my every day life. I suppose there are some good things that come with school I admit. Like the social part! But that's just part of my routine that I enjoy. Here's what I look forward to everyday. 

I have this friend. His name is Sam. Sam Arrieus. 

His last name is not pronounced how it looks. 

It's quite complicated.

4 years later and I'm still learning how to say it.

Anyways.

He's french.

He was born in France.

He's OBSESSED with sports.

Pretty much he tries as hard as he can at every sport he tries out and I'll admit he's pretty dang good. 

He always says that if you want something and you try your very best you shouldn't be disappointed in yourself.

He's in my gym class and it use to drive me crazy how hard you tried, it's not the freakin olympics but then I found he was pretty much the only one enjoying himself so I made it my goal to try and beat him at everything in gym.

Have I succeeded yet? No. 

 But I do enjoy myself I must admit.

We're constantly fighting with each other but it's friendly but that is something in my daily routine that I enjoy.