Regret

Day 2: Something you regret NOT doing 
Saving my money! I honestly couldn't tell you where my money keeps going because it's all a blur. I guess it's just little things at a time...or maybe those trips to Arizona I kept taking...I don't know. But I definitely regret not budgeting more throughout High School. I hate to think about how much money I could have if I actually paid attention to my spendings. It hurts my head a little.

I could talk about other things that I regret not doing but I try very hard not to have regrets because every little thing I have experienced has shaped me into who I am today and though I have had hard times and done stupid things or forgotten to do the right thing it's shaped me and I've learnt from every one of those experiences.

Looking forward

Since my life is rather frustrating at the moment and I rather not be talking about it I decided to do a writing challenge to keep me blogging.
It's 30 days and I promise you I will miss some of those days but I'll do my best.
Here we go!

Day 01: Something you're looking forward to this year.


Graduating, definitely graduating. The idea of living on my own excites me! Yes I know there will be challenges but isn't that what life is all about? Getting tested and tried? Indeed! I'm excited to meet new people, I love getting to know and meeting new people! After moving so many times in my life it started to become something I quite enjoyed rather than feared. With graduating I'm exciting to start a career in something I KNOW I will enjoy. Wedding & Event Planning. Every time I think about it I get butterflies and feel sooooo excited! Ironic I know, a girl who can't make plans for herself making plans for others? What!? It's true. It's happening. 

I have a terrible case of senior fever.

School has become more of an option for me than a priority.

I find myself sitting in class thinking of the outdoors or the summer, hardly paying attention.

It's kind of rare to get my attention nowadays if it has something to do with my future or school.

The only thing about my future I can focus on is if someone uses the words "grad" or "graduation" then you've got my attention and a slight happy jig.

I can't focus!!! 

I know I'm not alone on this one because I look around the classroom or the look on every one of my friends at school and it is a look of complete and udder boredom and torture. 

GET US OUT! 

I'll probably regret those words when the future ends up smacking me in the face. 

There's a couple of things wrong with all these long weekends we're receiving. 

Don't get me wrong I am NOT complaining it's just this...

They keep reminding me how close summer is, the entire weekend is just a huge tease.

"Your out of school, enjoy yourself...play in the sun"

JOKES! Time to go back to school.

They keep reminding me it's time to graduate and it's making school that much more harder to go to.

I don't have hard classes I'm just getting lazier and lazier as each day goes by.

I get used to sleeping in and then by the time Monday hits

BAM 

it's so hard to get out of bed. 

2 more months.
That is all.